Im slipping grip on my hear

Im slipping grip on my heart and tapped out from submission better provision is what her hearts wishing but she don't seem to understand my position. i admit that i don't have what it take to serve and provide what she wants on her plate. Had i known from the start that there'd be distance between us i try my best to have kept us from growin apart and I apologize also that i'd do whatever that it takes girl if i can keep you from goin away.